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-If I'm so fucking great, why am I so fucking alone? He said.
The words came out of his mouth in two breaths, a sad grin on his washed out face, he looked down in the lake and stood motionless for a moment. Staring at the stars reflected in the still waters.
-What do you think? I said
He looked at me, his eyes crossed mine, fleeting, still uncomfortable about eyes. He looked at my hands and left out:
-I don't know how to approach the others. People. Looking back I see that I just worried all the time about everything that could go wrong with others and..
He looked up to me.
-Nowadays, I'm just numb.
He paused.
-I get up in the afternoon, I see people discussing meaningless shit and I just curl up in the middle of my room because I am so fucking small and I can't accept that.
I pressed my arms around him, He shivered and continued
-We're microbes, all slightly different and all exactly the fucking same. We don't really matter.
I stroke his hair and lied him down on the grass, with my hand in his I spoke:
-And does it matters?
We were nothing together
You're living the dream

But
you don't realise it.

your naked self choking on the realisation that it changed

It all changed.

Years have passed since you recognised the face you see everyday

You see everyday in the mirror, a collection of wrinkles, dots and spots. The third knowledge you gain from your people's culture, the fantastic side of your life is hidden, not visible from here.

And you just wonder what there is that you're missing,

What special meaning is hidden under the blanket on your bed, or hiding in the poetry you produce tirelessly without an hint of direction or a reason.

Emotions. Here's your drive.


You walked and then you jumped and then you ran and then you just stopped. All in just an hour.

What are you looking for?
Meaning?
big house.
plenty of empty rooms
plenty of echoes in the afternoon
La page
La page blanche
La page blanche me nargue
La page blanche me nargue et me toise
La page blanche me nargue et me toise de sa masse incalculable

Elle est face à moi dans toute sa grandeur et toute sa vacuité
Elle est face à moi dans
Elle est face à moi
Elle est face
Elle est

Je la saisis
             je m'en empare

Il est
Il est pile
Il est pile devant
Il est pile devant nous et nous ne savons pas quoi lui dire

La page blanche demeure, une constante, un bourreau silencieux
La page blanche demeure, une constante
La page blanche demeure
La page blanche
Blanc
Le blanc est la couleur du vide et des regrets. Il implique lumière et surface plane sans aucun recoin ou imperfections, nulles ombres ou se cacher.
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I hold my breath.
And I wake up, I look around me, staring at every details of my room , suddenly, I feel a scratching sensation in my womb, it burns like a fire inside me. I take off my shirt and see my skin tighten, then rip apart.
Forms emerge from the hole in my gut. Crows! Crows everywhere! Circling in tight formation, they fly like dark thought above my head.
But then, I see

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Areas of interest includes: common tragedy, modern shamanism and meta-physical shenanigans
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:icondy3drenders:
Dy3DRenders Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for llama. ;) 
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halgreen Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2016
:)
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katagro Featured By Owner May 8, 2016  Professional General Artist
Maraschino / Prize by katagro
Hi! Glomp! 
Thank you with all 
my heart for fave!! Hug
I wish ya a nice day!! Hug
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halgreen Featured By Owner May 9, 2016
aww you're welcome Hug   keep the good work Giggle have a good day !
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katagro Featured By Owner May 9, 2016  Professional General Artist
Thank you so much, dear friend :heart:
I'll do my best! I promise :heart:
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OnlyTheGhosts Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2016
Thanks for the fav, btw
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AlbertineSimonet Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Professional General Artist
Thank you (belated) for the llama!
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:iconhalgreen:
halgreen Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2016
you're welcome :)
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girlsownthevoid Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the llama Llama Emoji-39 (Eager) [V2] 
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halgreen Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2016
You're more than welcome, have an awesome day! 

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